Saturday, December 12, 2009
ANNOUCEMENT!!!
Will be going off to overseas for a period of time, so you will know the reason why my blog hasn't been updated and been eating nothing but a plate of unlimited empty space and a glass of dust,haha!
See ya'll again!
;)
"It is very frustrating to have permanment phobia in my head..."
Friday, December 11, 2009
Soon Going Off
My brother treated me KFC breakfast finally after 2 month plus...happy and then went exercise with the public exercising machine...making my legs jibbly crazy moving mad....
Met with Laytin to the Yew Tee CC for some "stalking" session of ours haha which in the end failed haha...
Met one of my ex-frenemy/schoolmate, Ihsan...who is now the wedding planner that caught me off guard about him because he is usually like a bad guy in my life before...but Im glad he is doing something good and benefitcial...
Had my lunch at Burger King and accompanied Laytin to buy some grocceries and her lunch...
Really envy her that she is able to endure her hunger since she hadn't got her breakfast for 2-3 hours,wow...
Ok,umm..my family and I will be travelling to Genting from next Monday till Friday to finally released me out from school work and boring Singapore daily life for once...
So yeah...GENTING,HERE WE COME!
"I Want To Love You,ARGH~!"
Thursday, December 10, 2009
My Good Friend (Lover's) Birthday,Haha =)
Yes, I took the initiative to ask the people who created a birthday party for one november and on december boys last Sunday from them talking bees in Facebook.
Since this was the chance to see Mark again after 2 months plus of missing him, so I told them that I wanted to join in,hehe...
They were directly exclaimed my purpose of joining with them out of sudden was mainly because of Mark,haha.
It was mainly the truth but I also have other good reasons that I should do so...
FAST FORWARD~!
Before Sunday, my family and I went to Bukit Gombak to buy my outfits mainly for the birthday party due to my outdated wardrobe,hehe.
In the end, having 3 beautiful vintage outfits from street shops and brought CASIO watch for Mark with my brother's decision...
Just a penny for thought about JJ would be very jealous cos I didnt buy present for him, personally...haha I hope that he's not angry about it...I still care,ok! haha
On Sunday at 3 in the afternoon, I was the second one to reach Marina Bay MRT Station and saw Jac.Chin with her 2 younger sisters...they are very chio cute sia...and young in teens...Im jealous of their youth ahha!
Then we got out of the control station and waited for the rest of the gang to show up...then Nurul and Weiqiang came by...teasing me about Me and Mark...
Getting irritating by that,haha!
Finally, we united our gang with JJ with his little brother,Weekeng,Masrifa and Alan Tan...
At Marina Barrage, we set up our picnic spot..some of them play kite and some of them relaxed out... I was very amazed of the space of green field and the strong wind running through my hair..I took some pictures...
I realized that they were very openly happily as I observed them that made me feel happy too. I teached Jac Chin's sisters to play kite professionally..and thank goodness it worked! ahaha but not that high up but still at least it did fly! haha
It was fun...especially we taken a few group picutres and getting compliment from *ehem* haha..I really dun feel like an outcast with them...thank goodness....
Then they told me that Mark would not be able to come due to work...in my heart...I was abit disappointed,angry and sad...but I hid it...
Haha that's when Weiqiang,JJ and Nurul started to tease to cheer me up,haha...hearing all their nonsense...that made me smiled,laughed and cleared up...thanks!
Umm..but it was a prank after I set my meal on the table with them at Marina Square food court when I saw Mark sat amongst them..I was like AHHH!!,Hii!!
I tried to act not too desperated to him,haha...
They played a prank on me ME! OMG! haha
=)
After having our dinner, we started the birthday ceremony, they cut cake...I feed Mark,haha..JJ asked me to feed him,haha...I can't...Im sorry haha...
Then I finally gave him my present with satisfied hug from Mark...I felt quite loved by him..so rare the feeling..but it is not love...is caring love thing,yeah...
Special part when he read the letter I wrote to him..I felt so contented inside but yeah I didn't show that out because I was tired and shy to show it haha...
Teases again here and there...
I had to go home with my mum nagging me to...fortunately I had done what I wanted to do...glad to meet Mark...doing well...sad that I didn't say what I really want to say to him but at least I saw him and hug him...such a big deal sia...I wanna cry but I can't cry....sigh...
Im happy still...
So...
Take care...
"While waiting for her at the toilet, he and I looked at each other exchanging signals to each other,haha"
Friday, November 27, 2009
Almost Ending Novermber, Welcoming December...
Almost later part of the November has passed since I last blog, to be honest here, for this second, I really don't want to blog up but since I got the time to do so, so why not blog it!
Umm, PR (CA) Test occured last Wednesday, it was a really fruitful and satisfying good effort for me that I can definitely say that I did well enough to pass like around at least 45/50?
So yeah, not nervous and not anxious for my result.
Sigh! zzz Projects are aching my my heart and mind over...cooperating ok...only that for the last project grouping for PJMS...that liar bastard "anxiously" put his name in my group where I told him my final say that I need to discuss with my group members.
Cos you know what, he is like a evil follower, he's just keep following wherever we go once he sees us...
VERY IRRTIATING BASTARD I SAY~!
I don't even bother what other classmates think about it cos I am not meant to be the good one accept everyone to be in just to pity them...nah~!
I got this information from one of my close friends and I don't blame her at all.
Sigh, class test for MICE for next coming thursday and so the draft proposal for the PR,shit ah!
In additional which is not that bad, NAFA test for the girls is on next coming wednesday at 1.15pm which is 15 mins after the last lesson...just get and over with!
Yesterday, I got hooked up laughing with the jokes-fighting session with Erik and WeiQiang...I got slamdunked down by Erik as he obviously won, ahha whatever....
WeiQiang failed his "bluffing me out" mission that resulted me laughing up and away...and funny to his ending expression haha!
Now all I wanna do to relax myself wholeheartedly while I still can.
I think I won't be coming for tchouball sessions anymore...feeling like a loner there and obviously wasting my time hearing referee's/coach's nagging session about the acknowledgement of game rules so engrossfully...
Anyway I lived quite far away ending my body to dry out the energy.
My body will not be very happy with me...Im sorry...
"I see you in your every move, I wanna hold you down and just kiss you"
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Being Cramped
Projects and Tests including CA exams have started to jump on us already, that is quite a pressure to start this early..
Everyone in my class is pressured, well most of them....
Umm, I currently making notes for MICE and Public Relation class test around next week, STRESSED!
I still got mood to play computer games at Facebook,beating my classmates' scores,haha!
Sigh,school days are getting darker,quieter and definitely feeling a little more lonely cos of this stupid reason of mine is that I don't feel I wanna talk to them and there's nothing to talk about at all seriously...Same applies back at them.
Though I want to communicate with them, there's no more hot topics to talk about.
I just feel lonely there and I just wanna run away to another stage of my life...
Dear to myself, November is halfway done and Nearing Christmas and New Year...by then around 3 months to withstand and let go when graduation comes...
Though I can't wait to get out but my heart remined me that the time I have now should be taken necessarily and not wasting it.
So yeah, focus properly on studies and projects to "pei" me for the time being, hoping to put my mind to another state where I can be at least happy and occupied totally...
Praying that the ending will be good...
I really prayed that at the end of the darkest tunnel, there will be a light with the person I can embrace to...holding on till the end...
Whenever I see my guy classmates played Tckhou Ball game last Thursday, it reminded me about the times I had moments with each of them (most of them) in the past and recently past...they are great still and glad to know them though some of them are very irritating real bad...Sad thing we are not talking as much as we did before but its ok...At least I know them and their lives abit....
Haha, in whatever game there is, guys can make the game so entertaining and very lively than we girls do...yeah lah...rough out all the way!
"Im not talking to you cos I suspect something bad will happen if we come too close to each other...its not you but me..."
Monday, November 2, 2009
...
Today is something I have been dulled after and I hate it the feeling to protect myself too defensive making my head hurts very badly.
Let me enjoy being outside more peaceful,can..please...
I was been asked by the lecturer by this repeating yet shocking question : What is one characteristic of your ideal partner?"
I was shocked to never know I would be one of the students to answer this....
I was too shy to say one...thinking of saying caring to be just blunt about it but if I can say it one more time, I will say it "mysterious"...
Yeah, I love mysterious guys because I love to get aniticpating of their next move or something and that's something will spice up the love life..hmm...hehe.
But not now, I am just not in the mood for it...
All I need is a guy to understand me (no offence to the girls) and as a friend...hug me when I am down till I sleep feeling the warmth.
" My Flower I love is Forever Growing And I Perserve it Till Im Gone..."
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Since This New Term Starts, It Has Been...
Boring,Boring,More Boring,More Boring and Very The Damn Boring! With all subjects are totally theorial, I will definitely will playing with my hairband and maybe follow Yve's ambition: Daydreaming! Haha...
Should make our own school CCA as the new addition to the CCAs: Do-The-Hell-You-Want! Club! haha
Seriously, I can't take it...
For me to make everyday school very interesting: Listen to music, do the puzzle thing and make notes including making little excuse to toilet as to take some fresh air before I really fall asleep in class!
Especially Mr Foong, reminds me of my neighbour,haha partly to that extent as the way he talks..dragging and like talk-anyhow-as-long-I'm-paid thing in him,haha..That's what I think.
At least Ms Ema made it the lesson look abit interesting or maybe because of her, I woke myself up to be attentive,haha...
Mrs Tan, I have no comments, it's just neutral...
Rating From Best to Worst:
1) Ms Ema (Best)
2) Mr Tan (Good)
3) Mr Foong (Out Of Bounds)
Hahaha....
Now I have to finished sewing the cross stitch constellation keychains by 16 November,Monday assigned by the Hobby Club...
And making notes as usual and hoping to put some into my thumbdrive(My brain),hehe
This weekday, something I found odd as happen again since like 2 months ago and I thought that it was hallucinated dream of my eye but it came true and repeated its course...
This scares and really me wanna faint to the core that I don't even wanna believe it...so I was like no way, what the heck...
This is just getting weirder but I am very anxious of where this goes...
So yeah...I hoping that projects will jump on us soon so as have more time to study for the final exams..yeah...
"Calling One's Name Loud and Clear Everyday Makes Me Think That Ya Obsessed with Me"
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